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Little by little I am feeling better. I have new medications to take for my mental disorders. Right now, my intestines are compacted and I have to keep flushing myself out to get rid of the toxins that were there. Its been two weeks since I saw my doctor for it and I'll have to follow up with him soon. Lets hope everything goes alright with me! I don't want to have the pain I did before. But I'm more positive and upbeat since I started the medicine. Whoo! I had gotten the flu on Friday but luckily it didn't last for very long. I hated it XP.
Theres been some progress with the comic too. My writing has improved. The characters are much more fleshed out than before. Everyone is getting into their roles in the plot. I've changed some names but not much of the major main characters, mind you . Ciera will be called Dyani, from now on. I'm still figuring out a name for Longtail though. Blackmear's name will most likely change as well.
The story is much more well developed also, and its been fun getting to choose different ways to end the story. I've written a couple of scenes that are like consepts of what to put in the story. All of those were fun too cause I put my experience and knowledge of the feelings into them. You'll see what I'm talking about though.
I've been researching like HELL since January. I mean this to the fullest extent. I do it everyday, I try to find new media to draw with( like my new Pentel Pocket Brush!), still look at tutorials, look at modern events to spice up my writing, just a lot of things to help Brotherhood and myself as an artist. I've learned a lot about gesture drawing, how to draw things from the mind and so on. I just really wish I had the money to create the workspace I need for my mac and my tools. I still get frustrated with that. Please understand that I will not be quitting Brotherhood, not even close right now. I'll most likely go to college in the fall, but I will try to at least prepare for the comeback of Brotherhood. I have a lot of passion for the stories I write and come up with and I'm dedicated enough to finish Brotherhood. I don't want to quit. I wanna see these characters blossom, see them go on their journeys to get to their goal, and I believe my watchers should too
Thanks for reading guys.
-Tasha
Theres been some progress with the comic too. My writing has improved. The characters are much more fleshed out than before. Everyone is getting into their roles in the plot. I've changed some names but not much of the major main characters, mind you . Ciera will be called Dyani, from now on. I'm still figuring out a name for Longtail though. Blackmear's name will most likely change as well.
The story is much more well developed also, and its been fun getting to choose different ways to end the story. I've written a couple of scenes that are like consepts of what to put in the story. All of those were fun too cause I put my experience and knowledge of the feelings into them. You'll see what I'm talking about though.
I've been researching like HELL since January. I mean this to the fullest extent. I do it everyday, I try to find new media to draw with( like my new Pentel Pocket Brush!), still look at tutorials, look at modern events to spice up my writing, just a lot of things to help Brotherhood and myself as an artist. I've learned a lot about gesture drawing, how to draw things from the mind and so on. I just really wish I had the money to create the workspace I need for my mac and my tools. I still get frustrated with that. Please understand that I will not be quitting Brotherhood, not even close right now. I'll most likely go to college in the fall, but I will try to at least prepare for the comeback of Brotherhood. I have a lot of passion for the stories I write and come up with and I'm dedicated enough to finish Brotherhood. I don't want to quit. I wanna see these characters blossom, see them go on their journeys to get to their goal, and I believe my watchers should too
Thanks for reading guys.
-Tasha
Ever had this feeling too?
When you feel so confident in yourself that you just start doing artwork, because you know you will do your absolute best, and you do. That's, like, the ultimate rush of dopamine for me! Lol Then pair it with some banging and relaxing music? Forgetta'bout it! It's over. It's done. Finito! Here, you earned a cookie. 🍪 :) Oh, and let's not forget, when you start uploading artwork that's not even finished yet, but you want to just show— because fuck it, lol You just... *sighs* You feel good about the work you do and how hard you work on your stuff, that it's just nice to appreciate yourself for it~♥
Feeling Better!~
My flu symptoms are gone, thank goodness! I'm glad it only lasted for 2 days. Now I can get back into some creative work! Unfortunately, probably won't be drawing too much this week... I'm in the mood to write a little. When I'm in that mode, art block kind of sneaks into my brain and robs my motivation to draw. :| There's so much I gotta finish...
Fully Vaccinated!
As of Thursday, June 3rd 2021, I have recieved the 2nd part of the vaccine.
As of Friday, June 4th 2021, I am experiencing flu symptoms now.
Don't worry, nothing serious is going on (before this, I took an EXTREME amount of a prescribed narcotic painkiller, which wasn't smart for my age and weight, but Ill explain at another time), but I do have body aches, chills, a bit of a headache, and just generally weak.
I move SUPER slow when I'm walking around the house. I have pain in some areas where my body aches are. I can't really breathe too good at times (but this is really from stress/ the painkiller I took), and I don't want to eat much.
When Did it Start?
When did I stop uploading as much as I did? When did deviantART become so... empty? When did it become so unfulfilling to be on here now? Where did that once very vibrant, communicative, and friendly vibe go on here? Its not the same, yes, and I realize to a degree that some change is good. There is still good here. There is. But... It feels meaningless on here and that's the keyword here. "Feels" If you disagree, do so. If it works for you, that's fine. But I've been on here since the 2000s. DeviantART definitely lost its charm in some way now. To me. At first, I thought it was me. I thought I just didn't talk enough, comment, reply, favorite, whatever. I thought I wasn't drawing enough. I thought my artwork was too amateur. I thought I needed more interaction and watchers. The numbers climbed, but the engagement fell over the years. Feel free to tell me its me. Its okay if it is. I'll accept that. Because the reason I came here, was to engage with others with what I'm
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