Sorry I'm posting another journal but don't worry, there will be art coming up soon
. I actually got my new tablet cord awhile back(I might have said this before but oh well) and its SO much better than the one I had before. I've improved my style a bit and I've got a few things in the works right now.
But anyway, that's not what I'm writing a journal. Yesterday, my brother and his fiance got married. I was very happy for them. My family and I had a lot of fun as so did hers. DJ was really good, played some old school music, a few pop songs, and hit Spanish songs as well(since her side is Hispanic. Ours is African-American. Though who really cares about that right?) It was really hot before the actually party and the bees and wasps outside kept bothering the girls mostly. We probably shouldn't have worn so much perfume ._. All of the bridesmaids had to wear yellow and the groomsman wore teal and black. It was my first time ever going to a wedding and I'm glad I did. I got to meet some new people, like my sister Laura, got to meet old faces again in a long time, and just had a good time. Of course, nobody really recognized me or knew me well since I, for the first time ever too, wore make-up and danced in front of them(nobody knows the real me in my family). Not one person knew it was me when they saw me, they said I looked like a different person. And yes, they were right.
I did not look ANYTHING like I did before. My eyebrows were done, my eyes were done, wore foundation, eyeliner, and mascara. I should have freaking took a picture right after my sister did it for me...but we didn't have much time. I don't know how my sister does this everyday cause I would look TERRIBLE if I did it myself at first. I felt soooo happy when I saw myself though. I felt like I was actually happy with the way I looked(and that's something I struggle dealing with) and felt like a actually adult. I felt confident more than I ever did. This whole year has gotten me so depressed and stressed...that day made it up for me, at least. My sister really knows her stuff. She also washed and did my hair. I'm so thankful she did that. I also got to sleepover with a friend of mine after we left the party and even see a special someone <3.
I don't really like make up to be honest. I never really wore it. I thought I'd be ok to just be natural and have the occasional gloss to my lips but other than that I didn't wear anything till now. Of course, I probably wouldn't be able to keep up with doing this every day, and I don't even know how to do it properly but my newly-wed sister in law will help me, so that's nice ^^.
Well, I think its time I end this soon before I get really tired. I still want to write a bit and I just returned home today. I will keep posted about the flea problem still in the other journal, but I'm waiting till at least two months for a full confirmation of actual progress. Also, if you've watched me long ago and read my journals, you'll know what'll be coming up when I actually upload something "new". It was on a separate account